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FUCKED UP

I ENTER INTO EVIDENCE

EXHIBIT 8.1 - LYRICS

3 am last Tuesday I was lying awake Everything was on replay Flashback to the night train flashback to the mistakes Baby I was perfect prey I hate my body cause you touched it Hate my mind cause for you I lost it I hate my eyes for seeing you In perfect light I hate the love that I gave freely My defenses went and left me I hate my heart for all these Countless sleepless nights I guess you could say I’m fucked up tonight I guess this is what self-hatred feels like Nothing I could do, nothing I could say Could make you feel half this pain I tell myself just walk away But I was addicted to you babe I hate my body cause you touched it Hate my mind cause for you I lost it I hate my eyes for seeing you In perfect light I hate the love that I gave freely My defenses went and left me I hate my heart for all these Countless sleepless nights I guess you could say I’m fucked up tonight I guess this is what self-hatred feels like Wasn’t ready for you Wasn’t ready to spend my whole life low Showed my red lights But you said I was good to go I was on your arms And baby now I know It was all for show I hate my body cause you touched it Hate my mind cause for you I lost it I hate my eyes for seeing you In perfect light I hate the love that I gave freely My defenses went and left me I hate my heart for all these Countless sleepless nights I guess you could say I’m fucked up tonight I guess this is what self-hatred feels like

Lyrics by Elliot Wren. Music by Elliot Wren and Brad Young.

© 2025 by ELLIOT WREN.

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